My two favorite seasons are Spring and Fall... Well today was the first day that it really felt like summer has left, and fall is here. I just love the feeling of the cold wind hitting my face, it just makes me feel at peace. Well we won't have too much time to enjoy it this weekend. I'm already tired thinking about it all. Tonight, Fall Fellowship at Noa's school, I'm really excited to meet some of the parents. I won't lie, sometimes it's really hard for me, most of the mom's get to stay home, and on the days when they want Noa to have a playdate after school, I feel so guilty that I don't stay home too. Then I look at him and realize he is so happy, and that we are doing the best that we can. Tomorrow we have soccer, b-day party, and then off to Livermore for our monthly dinner with my cousins, something we started after grandpa died, we just realized that we don't see eachother nearly enough. Sunday, church and then lunch with some friends we haven't seen in over three years, they just moved back from Malaysia... Kainoa is so excited, they have a son his age, and at two, they were the best of friends, we made sure to keep in touch, and Noa has a pic of him and Seth, so he can't wait to play with him again. Next week I'm a single mom. Just another normal weekend for the Billups.